Tuesday, December 6, 2016

Just Keep Swimming

This is him a flood in his head,
Sometimes defeated, cold, and unfed.
A photo, a book, a lost wedding ring,
Among heaps of rubble and found precious things.
It’s raining it’s pouring, still in his head,
It’s dark, he's alone, and they lost their bed.
That Cajun Man tracks so much pain,
'Just keep swimming' rings in his brain.
This is true for him, her, and you,
Dark waters rose fast, his car’s a canoe.
The night when Louisiana took 22,
They weren’t in the 'zone', they had no clue.
That one fateful day, they lost everything,
It’s a wonder how they rise and sing.
How strange to see that the sun shines again,
A spark of hope for these bayou men.
Days and nights pass, and still deep he sighs,
Time lingers on and the kids wave bye-bye.
People to meet, school buses to catch,
A chill fills the air, time to light that match.
Sorrowful cries echo in his dreams,
Still unreal this story all seems.
Three words, stand strong, like a tree,
‘Just keep swimming’ he said to me.

Wednesday, November 30, 2016

No Service Night


Oh God, say it isn't so.
It's a no service night.
Heart pounding.
Missing conversations, missing calls, 
missing texts, missing shared prose, missing you.
It's a no service night. Oh God.
Headache, heartache, no contact, no service, sigh, no you.
Despair? No.
Service lives on within.
Turn back to solace, turn back on this dark filled night.
Look back at the light.
Light echoes through my mind
from one week ago.
Strange green neon halls, 
a pair of dancing queens, 
a diver sings a perfect song, 
a Chinese serenade – what did he say? 
We are actors in a play.
“I love you! I hate you! My baby! I hate you! 
Let's adopt! I love you again! ” So strange.
Did we disturb the singer? I fear, yes.
A magical night, so full of life, 
a scream singing lizard king., 
song dancers, reverent redemption, tequila filled flask, 
first times, and full service.
Heart recharged, spirit renewed, smile returned.
I feel your energy in green, 
if only for a moment, 
during this sweet no service night. 

Heartbeat

Funny thing the heart.
I felt it the first time he walked by me.
It felt clear and strong.
A funny strong beat.
Wanting to be near, wanting to be with you.
Today it beats again.
Felt it when you walked by me.
It felt clear and strong.
A scared strong beat.
Wanting you to be far away.
Far away from me.
Funny thing the heart. 


Thursday, November 10, 2016

Concentrated Distraction

Don't go out on that crazy night.
Won't let darkness dimmed your light.
Trust yourself and speak the truth.
Your with me now just let loose.

Times flies fast as words do fly.
Taking off on an endless high.
Notes surround that misty moon.
In my dreams I'll see you soon.

Closer every time we met.
Stakes are high, so place that bet.
Talk to me just one more time.
Inspiration draws the line.
Don't hold back it's getting late.
Time will tell now if it's fate.

This distractions got to end.
Be true and then your heart can mend. 

Riffs in E

Countless takes to get it right, 
she inspired late that night.
She thinks it's beautiful, he says it's rough, 
just like heartaches raw, yet tough.
Resounding riffs not far away, 
talk to me, I'll make it okay.
He drifts away on confident strings, 
gentle heart song; strong young thing. 
Slow and steady, keeping time, 
beyond the thoughts, beyond the lines. 
His beats explored less traveled notes, 
inflicting tempos, truths they spoke. 
Intertwined vibes heard clear and unreal, 
his poem without words; a gift that heals.
Listening, feeling, rights and wrongs, 
life's a book, now play your song.
Sometimes it feels like it's all crashing down, 
take a deep breath, I won't let you drown.
Live your destiny and promise me this, 
laugh, love, and dive, discover true bliss.
Look up at night skies, and inhale sunsets, 
play Riffs in E without regrets.
It won't last forever, in a blink you may miss.
Make it all count, make it a French kiss.
Set free the toxic, be strong and true, 
I've been there before, you must melt to renew.
Don't wait any longer, begin it tonight, 
Rough? Heck no. Perfection… just right. 

Pollinatin' Sensations

J'adore les abeilles
Everyone knows it's true.
Flying freely to and fro.
Fear us because our sting could kill.
Rarely held, but yet adored.
Endless night attraction.
Yet flowers and powers we bring. 
I'm not afraid either is she.
Scintillating in black and gold. 
Key is staying very still.
I know your afraid of us deep down inside.
Nothing to fear, not really.
Guided to you in the summer. 
Don't run away.
Only approach carefully.
Relax, we won't sting, contemplate relaxation.
Keys undiscovered will unlock these pollinatin' sensations. 

Tuesday, May 31, 2016

The Perfect Day

We had morning coffee, 
we had a morning walk, 
pictures on phones, 
and a daylong talk.
We gazed at rolling hills
and took long deep breathes.
We watched children fly kites
and looked forward to endless nights.
On this wonderful and magical day, 
we acted out parts, just like a play.
It was the, oh so, perfect day.
We walked distant trails and took in some wine.
I danced, you sang, we followed the signs.
You were funny, bold, tender, and kind.
So what was wrong with this perfect day? 

Alone again, you were only on my mind. 

Sunday, May 29, 2016

Bird's Sing

The 5th day again brings music and mischievous friends.
We are on, like two brilliant gems.
These two take our sister's hand and teach her tonight.
It's OK to laugh, not just cry and fight.
Indeed birds sing gently past this long day at best.
This goddess is nervous and wonders if she'll pass the test.
The ladies of the night finally arrive.
There will be songs, adventures, and a sense of being truly alive.
Surrounded by my sisters. 
We laugh, sing, create, and tempt the mister.
To another we've bruised, sparred, and still hold hands.
The lone star state can't break these bands.
Our musical sisters talk of lust and try to corrupt with tattoos.
They tell of kinky things anew.
A walk through a forest, yes I agree.
I always enjoy our endless repartee.
For once time passes slow, 
from within in french she beckons, 'sejour.'
The next moment our trio is incomplete 
is something disturbing going to erupt? 
Oh God the two are together, what do they say? 
Can eyes discern each others ways? 
Heart racing, where are you? Goddess at my side we search.
For a second two beautiful birds on a common birch.
What seemed like forever to two playful nymphs he's returned. 
This goddess wonders what he has learned.
Amid the screaming banshees, 
troubadours in black, trays of shots, and sips of fuel, 
we're not quite following the golden rule.
Picture perfect game of temptation, 
we follow through and enjoy this touch sensation.
Tales of Tidal Atlas almost shared, 
again interrupted before these words are declared.
In the end, 
I won't pretend.
In fact, I've decided to protect you from blight.
Mother of all will surround your organic light. 

Tuesday, May 24, 2016

No Goodbyes

Understand that this tale is innocent.
No words could explain or quite describe.
The friendship between the two.
I'll start with the beginning, which does not have an end.
Let's see, we met five years ago in a church.

Wine shared and I listened to stories of your Poland.
Every Sunday I will say a prayer for you.

Maybe one day we will meet again.
Every missionary must come and go.
Everlasting friendships don't end.
This one loved your guitar, songs, and accordion.

And we had a common wish.
Green was the color we shared.
And we promised to always remain green in life.
I posed questions which made you smile and blush.
Not all felt the same.

Not all saw what I saw.
'Oh Darling' you called me when you laughed.

Give me a last hug, it's time to go.
Only we won't say goodbye.
Only farewell and I'll miss you.
Don't look back only forward.
Be well my friend, one day we'll meet again.
Your cologne will linger on my violin.
Everlasting memories will linger.
Smile brightly when you think of me.

Nerves of Steel

Feeling nervous about this mix.
Want to be great and fantastic.

They say, don't worry, it's all good...
Not a bore in the hood.
Times are tight,
times are tough.
If I had it all, we have a grand event.
Money after all, is meant to be spent!
The finest things for you my friend.
No paybacks and nothing to lend.
But it's not the case, so we'll be creative.
We've done this forever,  we'll live.
Let's do this, it's only a headache or two...
A grand soiree in French blue.
Songs fill the air and stars will delight.
Warm afternoons and memorable nights! 
So whats happens next kind sir? 
Let's search together and find the answers.
No more worries or stress I feel.
After all, when all else fails, 

you forget, I've got nerves of steel.









Sunday, April 17, 2016

Darling Daughter

Roses she did not receive on her birthday.
Or sweet 16, or wedding day.
She always wondered about his face and if he was a man of grace.
Sinful cholo, drunk, marijuano, to be told.
Mom was always quick to scold.
Artist, dreamer, waste of space.
Really? Who cared about his face.
Thirty three is when we met.
In one week's time, I would have lost that bet.
Never lost hope for his lost little girl.
Ever searching through endless names without a pearl.
Zest for life, yes this was true.
Love unconditional to this strange girl in blue.
Opium, alcohol, marijuana, and tattooed gangster days.
Veins filled with passion, life, and spiritual ways.
Even though you're a stranger we share the same blood.
You took me to your desert and gave me Jesus mud.
Oh the trouble I will be in, to meet you was practically a sin.
Understand now, he was always there.
Drugged, drunk, painted hands, but he still cared.
Ah yes, I got his looks, mind, and his serious game, 
Darling daughter is my new name.

Thursday, April 14, 2016

My Search for the Perfect Macaron Class in Paris

My search continues for the most affordable macaron class in Paris. During my online search, I have found some great deals and some interesting info on local cooking classes and food experiences.  All classes are different in duration of time, locations, and type of food.  Some last as little as one hour, some 3 hrs, and some are all day.  Some classes are located in restaurants and others in family homes or apartments.


Macarons are gluten free and according to WikipediaMacarons have been produced in the Venetian monasteries since the 8th century A.D. During the Renaissance, Catherine de' Medici's Italian pastry chef, whom she brought with her in 1533 upon marrying Henry II of France arrived in France. In the early days, macarons were served without special flavors or fillings. In the 1830s the macarons began to be served two-by-two with the addition of jams, liqueurs, and spices. The macaron as it is known today, composed of two almond meringue discs filled with a layer of buttercream, jam, or ganache filling. French macaron bakeries became trendy in North America in the 2010s.


Cooking ‘experiences’ are much lower in price.  However, you do not cook the food item.  Rather, you observe a chef or the cook preparing or cooking the food, learn about the history of the food, and taste the food afterward or take fresh food home with you.   Also be sure to check out Paris By Mouth, an AMAZING website that lists out links and quick info on tons of restaurants and several cooking classes in Paris. 

In this post, I will share what I have found out about some great Macaron classes and experiences.  Please respond to my blog if you have experienced any of these classes, I would love to hear about your classroom adventure.  I'm including the names of the class, links, short description of the class, and most important, the duration of the class and price.  Here we go:


Cookn’with Class offers a macaron class where you will learn how to prepare from start to finish 3 kinds of macarons using different classic fillings. On the day you will learn how to make several different flavours of macaron such as chocolate, raspberry, caramel salted butter or white chocolate with lemon using different colors to highlight the flavors. You will also take home a box of macarons afterward. The cost of this 3hr class is 130€ per person.  
The Localers offers a macaron making class. Where you will master the fine art of macaron making and fillings. Great tour for families and your class is led by a veteran chef. The cost of this 2.5hr class is 105€ per person.  
LaCuisine Paris offers an Intensive Technical Macaron making class. You will learn the Italian and French meringue methods. You will create four classic French fillings: crème au beurre (traditional buttercream), crèmepâtissière (pastry cream), chocolate ganache and a seasonal fruit compote. You will also learn the chemistry behind creating consistently perfect macarons so that you can continue exploring flavor combinations long after your class finishes. The cost of this 3hr class is 99€ per person.  

Paris By Mouth offeres a ‘food crawl’ in the Marais called, Taste of the Marias.  This tour includes bread and breakfast pastries from one of the city’s most acclaimed bakeries, and  tastings through a number of small and special artisanal food shops. Depending on the day, they may sample rare and carefully aged cheeses, eye-popping terrines and charcuterie, artisinal hams, and Parisian sweets!, includes all tastings. The cost of this class is 95€ per person
Le Secrets Gormands de Noemie offers a guided step by step class to make,  from scratch, 2 different flavours with classical fillings such as: chocolate, lemon, salted butter caramel, coffee, pistachio, or walnuts.You'll finish the class with a cup of tea or coffee to share with the chef your impressions and ask her all you need to succeed at home. At the end of class you will take home a box of macarons. The cost of this 2.50hr class is  82€ per person.  

La Patissiere a laCarte offers a macaron class using the Italian meringue method, you will learn how to use the wisk and how to make perfect buttercream. You will learn about different types of garnishes like chocolate ganache, pistachios, vanilla, raspberries, chocolate shavings and passionfruit. This cost of this 2.5hr class is 75€ per person.  

LaCuisine Paris offers a macaron making class. You will use the Italian meringue method to create two flavours: Praliné and Caramel Beurre Salé . You will take home boxed macarons at the end of class. The cost of this 2hr class is 69€ per person.  


Tuesday, April 5, 2016

One More Day

Looking out my window, the moon is watching me.
Oh what are you thinking? 
Vortex of thought hug me like I hugged that tree.
Ever writing prose before sweet dreams fill this dark night.
I'm seeking the right words, 
Suddenly it comes to me.
Make no mistake, I believe the word is: 
Intensity.
Sipping wine does not clear the mind.
Sensing you feel this too? I don't know.
I'm not sure, everything is a whirl, but NOT a whirlwind.
Night. Come swift. Hours pass in minutes.
Go forth in this quest, say, YES? 
Understand that this is NOT a dream.
Wind brushes against my face as I look out into this world at the lights.
He will think of us tonight.
Entering, exiting, oh, that's not right.
Noooo, close my eyes to this sight.
What if? No. Why is it so hot tonight?! 
Early morning come soon, after this beautiful dream.
Air fill my lungs, cleanse me again.
Right, yes. Make this right.
Ever tormenting.
An innocent glance.
Playful conversation.
A nervous laugh.
Rain falls and I don't care.
Texts, poems, messages, tests.
Beautiful words, so different, so full.
Understand this unusual find.
Tonight, morning come swift, I need the light.
Forever.
Enchantment.
Endless.
Love. I love it when you called me love.
In this life, I will teach mine to live life to the fullest.
Nothing is anything without love.
Growing, changing, amazing light CAN fill your darkest nights.
Understand love can be felt with the touch of a hand.
Innocent spirit? Maybe yes. Maybe no.
Never forget that life is too short not to speak 'honest' truths.
My gift? Yes, this they will know. Beauty in all.
Years go by in the blink of an eye, winter, spring, autumn, fall.
Hope, life, love, fire, promise. Find it all! 
Early morning light, DON'T come too soon on this warm night.
Are you ok? I'm ok.
Run, arms wide into this adventure, 
Tomorrow brings us one more day. 





Saturday, March 26, 2016

Fati Por Vida

I sense some magical news tonight.
Valleys below in a rainbow balloon.
Angels will watch over and guide them in life.
Never again alone, two hearts will beat as one.
As he got on one knee, wine flowing, secret surprise.
No man shall separate.
Dined and wined the three now celebrate! 
Fati written in the sand in a heart only a year ago.
And a message from beyond in a bible quote.
Ten months and counting.
Ivan proposed on one knee.
And through the tears she says, yes! 
Love will prevail.
Wedding bells will ring.
And we have decided the tattoo will read, Fati Por Vida.
Years from now we will look back.
Sisters celestial celebrated tonight. 


Thursday, March 24, 2016

Apples

Long night with two friends and two dogs.
Laughter, secrets, fantasies, and apples? 
Music, cheap wine, tequila.
Snuck a sip of your tequila.
Snuck a sip of your cheap wine.
Green apples, red apples.
Dogs running.
Dogs play fight.
A dog licked my toe.
Fin. Volver. Des'ree, oh no. Stop this music! 
Photo from the past, more friends, 
long hair, big smiles, 
hand on thigh under table.
Nine out of ten is 90%, I think.
Green apples, red apples.
Sheila is with us tonight.
Long night, not really.
Tired.
Good night.